Day after day It's like I'ma song on repeat Nothing ever changes, everything so gloom It's like I'm heading to my own doom I can feel your eyes on me I just want you to leave me be Going for those late night walks, just to smoke Take my mind off all the sad, return to the madness when it's gone. Anxiety's buildin' up, think I've lost my mind. Don't give a damn about anyone Just wanna sink to the bottom and let life go Feelin' like I must put on show It'll all be over soon. I'm just a young white goon.
high visibility raincoat
I let my dope speak for me Bitch I don't even talk, woah Every time you speak we know it's cheap talk If you see us keep it quiet if we in public Fuck, another closed casket Bitch put me with the trees Let me rot, through some seeds Watch me sprout and grow some leaves All I've ever wanted was to be... Breathin' the way ocean be...
Freeway
What? Lightin' up the blunt while I'm thinking of you Walking down the block I ain't coup Take another drag while I look at the moon Young GPS come equip with the root I don't have to wonder cause I see the truth Breakin' out the bag while I feel the ruins Start to look my way but I ain't in the mood My closets nothing but Harley I ride hard without fallin' Good wrench on this dead boy I rev the wheels they foggin' You don't wanna die with a guy like me I know that you Gotta another plan, no you Gotta another dream So why can't you? Breathe in Exhale Fuck you and your team Fuck you and your dreams You look like the rest and you soundin' like me Fuck that and fuck this I put that up for me Act like you hard but in person you sweet Yet to meet you but I heard from the streets You couldn't breathe if you stepped up to me Look at my eyes and I'll show you the creep Blade on my dick and fuck it they changed I feel like they ranged Bitch keep it down you got nothin' to say Watch how you walkin' Don't walk at my way
tied UP
Hold still it will all be over soon Let me know if I can get you anything From the other room Hold still its almost time for you To come back to real life I start to realize when I look in your eyes The seconds turn to years when I'm touching your spine And since we never age I forget about time Every minuite spent letting you know you got all mine My nails peel back and my eyelids peel Everything within my nightmares drown me with mist Tied up to the bow going down with the ship Spark a blunt with my toes just to get a last hit
without you
See my face when I slide through Every place I will find you Every time we fell apart Girl I see it in the scars Baby hold my hand, let me be your man Let me take you away from the cold Baby be my diamonds and gold Wander through the dead with you caught up in my head Thinkin' I'ma flip and fill my brain with lead I'ma end my life without you Baby lets just see what these clouds do I'm not so perfect baby yeah you worth it, come right here
Girl let me see you work it Now we closin' curtains, come right here
Don't you know you're so sexy the way you move your body up and down I wanna tell you how beautiful you are but you're no where to be found I tried to protect you From my hands you left You broke my heart right there, all I do is stare, no you'll never fuckin' care I thought you were different Telling me what is and I was wrong I never thought of you as ignant now I'm gettin' lifted, you're in my soul Baby I'm about to die Baby wanna watch me die Baby don't you wanna know why Didn't even try
forest
Smokin' on my own now I'm givin' up I don't feel like I'm alive now I'm givin' up Look into your eyes just another one See me in the forest then you better run Black coat, black blade standing in the rain Only see my face in the fucking picture made
No you'll never see me, I'll be all alone Smoked out, bout' to die, sitting on my throne Then retreat into the night I never had my phone Tryin' to link up, bitch I'm already gone So cold when I'm sliding through All these thoughts I get high to No I won't even mind you See I'm alone up in my mind too
I HATE YOU
Memories of you, they start to fade Only see your shade when I'm in the rain I want to be your voice, baby, once again Want to see your face before the end Always in the back of my mind If you were here I'd still be alive When will you realize Just another teen suicide Close my eyes, I'm going cold Die young, never growing old I'm losin' my fuckin' hope All these blunts and they're gettin' rolled
I'm waitin' by the water I'm floatin' on my back I'm hopin' that you're ok All I need to know is that You're ok when I'm miles away from you All I dream about is seeing the face of you
The rain hits the window And it falls like night Lying in my sheets
MEASURE
Fuck, Again I want to be a man But I love all the sin and the cigarette ash Black lips, Amen I want to be a saint But I love all the darkness, lights just burn my skin Let me in. Let me in I can make em' understand, I can be your favorite Lover. Under all the blood and cement I know can be the sun, I can see the lights Flickering above your sanctuary Guide children of the night into the vultures den Fluorescent white light beams through window frames to lie to mankind Deaf, dumb and blind, all fall in line, in time to worship the sun But it's cold outside Won't you come in? What is the measure of a man who Used to believe in something, used to believe I'd change everything but I can't remember why Now I can't find the time to light this fire behind my eyes Oh, what's to show A million-and-one love-lost souls? You wanted control But we both know: We'll thrive where you can't see the lights Drug obsessed. 6 o'clock, stimulants I need my medication. Pump it in my veins doctor Am I an actor? My stage falling apart But I can't see the sun. I can feel my heart Oh, what's to show A million-and-one love-lost souls? You wanted control But we both know: We'll thrive where you can't see the lights Never been alive a day in my life Tried to find god but we're running out of time Never really thought that I could trust you Come to find out that's all that I can do I want to die Spill my life-force, watch it drain out of my veins I'm to blame Pain derived from my self-righteous poetry I want to die Spill my life-force, watch it drain out of my veins I'm to blame Pain derived from my self-righteous poetry What is the measure of a man who Used to believe in something, used to believe I'd change everything but I can't remember why Now I can't find the time to light this fire behind my eyes
I'LL NEVER DISAPPEAR
I don't wanna hear your voice Fuck you and your boys Bitch you can never make noise I'm always down to die Put my blade on it Drive my body to the plot With my grave on it Granite headstone, bitch with my name on it Birthday dash, no date bitch Now what's that say on it? I don't wanna stay I can never leave I'll never disappear I always remain I don't wanna live I don't wanna stay I can never leave I'll never disappear I always remain
Flesh
If I see you in the flesh I hope you know Your friends aren't around gotta hold your own Lay you down turn you to stone Lying in the gutter this is your new home
If you knew me you would hate me when you meet me you gon' say I thought that he'd be cool
Riding in the pick up dopein', when they get close don't hold me I'm smoking, no scope but you know I'm loaded
Ooooh, see that boy get close, uhh, see that boy get roasted Should of never tried to play me, just a young scumbag from the dirt roads
No nothing can change me
Reasons
Now that I’m done, I know that you hear it I know that you’ve seen me Oh, oh, oh, oh Now that I’m gone, I know that you care I see how you’re caring now Oh, oh, oh, oh Searching for wrong So you can point your stubborn finger at me again At me again What has become See all that I did want, was for you to end up so perfect All I see is just another one Wondering why they don’t see me Better off if I don't tell you baby If you would even believe it For all that you keep that we're selling baby You know that I, oh no, you don’t I can see it in your eyes, that person that you’re wearing A faulty disguise You’re the reason that I hate so The reason that I hate so
I see the blade in your hand I see the blade in your hand What you waiting for? I see the blade in your hand I see the blade in your hand What you waiting for?