Come round Everybody knows that I'm The best around they don't even know why Let me wet the propane in my eye School shooter jacket with the wood grain blade Butterfly strapped on the side for the prey Waiting and debating for the time and the day I should unleash every single plan that I made Plan that I made why aim for the hate Every kid and teacher that ever picked on me Grip don't squeeze I don't want to make you bleed But I know what a scene you have seen when I leave Crime scene when I leave in the woods when I flee Back to the cabin with a smile on me Dig another cellar then I'm ready for the weather Bitch I'm coming down you better remember just what I'm telling Get low when you see me come round Better get down when you hear that sound Pipe bomb blowin' in the loud background Lifes get's snatched 'fore your body hits ground 16 We were 16, this means robbing was an option Money was the problem, scrapping copper for some profit Break it in for some gin, hope your mom don't got a problem Throw the bottle over the fence, and I hope nobody saw us We were gone, we were dead, resurrect and go to bed Just some dirty white boys with some drugs up in our hands Never slanging dope, no, cause we'd rather just smoke Ice cold, back roads, tires covered in snow I'm taking it back to the basics, I'm bringing it back to the basement See this that Christmas light shining, 101 blunts to the face, shit See I was 15, drinking like I was fucking 32 All the things you and your friends do, I did that too Broken glass, blunt ash, dashing away with the product Peep it, flip it for some dollars, then we buy some more bottles Our parents thinking that we missing, haven't spoken some weeks My shoes wet from the weather, hiding out from the heat I'm just a young bad kid, wasn't meant to do shit I did things I wish I didn't, I got things I wish I did Just a young bad kid, wasn't meant to be shit I did things I wish I didn't, I got things I wish I did Vitamin c I don't know, I don't know I don't know which way to go Walking down the road Lookin' at the streetlights Wanna go home, but I don't feel right Spend my days at the river, spend my nights in the forest Wakin' up to birds screamin' like I've been here before If you come here with the issue, know I got somethin' for you I got that butterfly blade, I don't got no hundreds on me I don't got a damn thing to lose, if you're not with me Smoking dope in my Adidas suit Drop it, I don't need a roof Look you in the eyes like all I truly need is you Bathe in the sea, then I'm back into the cave I don't know, I don't know I don't know which way to go Walking down the road Lookin' at the streetlights Wanna go home, but I don't feel right Spend my days at the river, spend my nights in the forest Wakin' up to birds screamin' like I've been here before water Purified water in my glass, let me hydrate Young white trash, eyes low like I'm 5'8" Ground starts to vibrate, grass starts to separate Soil starts to plumb into the core of my fucking grave Diamonds in my eyes, I got jewels on me Get your body lifted if you try to fool on me But just know I ain't alone, just know I ain't alone Got a hundred scumbags that'll kill just for Bones Lookin' like you seen a ghost when you're looking at me Body full of chemicals so it's hard for me to breathe Hard drive saved, Macintosh, bitches say I'm actin' posh Say I'm not thirsty if the water ain't a fuckin' Vose cheesy Everytime I fall for you I know deep inside you'll fall for me too
Anytime you call my name, I will be right here waiting for you Everytime I fall for you I know deep inside you'll fall for me too Anytime you call my name, I will be right here waiting for you Im waiting for you, girl Waiting for you to come home I will be right, I will be right, I will be right here waiting, get here tonight
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Day AFTER DAY Day after day It's like I'ma song on repeat Nothing ever changes, everything so gloom It's like I'm heading to my own doom I can feel your eyes on me I just want you to leave me be Going for those late night walks, just to smoke Take my mind off all the sad, return to the madness when it's gone. Anxiety's buildin' up, think I've lost my mind. Don't give a damn about anyone Just wanna sink to the bottom and let life go Feelin' like I must put on show It'll all be over soon. I'm just a young white goon. high visibility raincoat I let my dope speak for me Bitch I don't even talk, woah Every time you speak we know it's cheap talk If you see us keep it quiet if we in public Fuck, another closed casket Bitch put me with the trees Let me rot, through some seeds Watch me sprout and grow some leaves All I've ever wanted was to be... Breathin' the way ocean be... Freeway What? Lightin' up the blunt while I'm thinking of you Walking down the block I ain't coup Take another drag while I look at the moon Young GPS come equip with the root I don't have to wonder cause I see the truth Breakin' out the bag while I feel the ruins Start to look my way but I ain't in the mood My closets nothing but Harley I ride hard without fallin' Good wrench on this dead boy I rev the wheels they foggin' You don't wanna die with a guy like me I know that you Gotta another plan, no you Gotta another dream So why can't you? Breathe in Exhale Fuck you and your team Fuck you and your dreams You look like the rest and you soundin' like me Fuck that and fuck this I put that up for me Act like you hard but in person you sweet Yet to meet you but I heard from the streets You couldn't breathe if you stepped up to me Look at my eyes and I'll show you the creep Blade on my dick and fuck it they changed I feel like they ranged Bitch keep it down you got nothin' to say Watch how you walkin' Don't walk at my way tied UP Hold still it will all be over soon Let me know if I can get you anything From the other room Hold still its almost time for you To come back to real life I start to realize when I look in your eyes The seconds turn to years when I'm touching your spine And since we never age I forget about time Every minuite spent letting you know you got all mine My nails peel back and my eyelids peel Everything within my nightmares drown me with mist Tied up to the bow going down with the ship Spark a blunt with my toes just to get a last hit without you See my face when I slide through Every place I will find you Every time we fell apart Girl I see it in the scars Baby hold my hand, let me be your man Let me take you away from the cold Baby be my diamonds and gold Wander through the dead with you caught up in my head Thinkin' I'ma flip and fill my brain with lead I'ma end my life without you Baby lets just see what these clouds do I'm not so perfect baby yeah you worth it, come right here Girl let me see you work it Now we closin' curtains, come right here Don't you know you're so sexy the way you move your body up and down I wanna tell you how beautiful you are but you're no where to be found I tried to protect you From my hands you left You broke my heart right there, all I do is stare, no you'll never fuckin' care I thought you were different Telling me what is and I was wrong I never thought of you as ignant now I'm gettin' lifted, you're in my soul Baby I'm about to die Baby wanna watch me die Baby don't you wanna know why Didn't even try forest Smokin' on my own now I'm givin' up I don't feel like I'm alive now I'm givin' up Look into your eyes just another one See me in the forest then you better run Black coat, black blade standing in the rain Only see my face in the fucking picture made No you'll never see me, I'll be all alone Smoked out, bout' to die, sitting on my throne Then retreat into the night I never had my phone Tryin' to link up, bitch I'm already gone So cold when I'm sliding through All these thoughts I get high to No I won't even mind you See I'm alone up in my mind too I HATE YOU Memories of you, they start to fade Only see your shade when I'm in the rain I want to be your voice, baby, once again Want to see your face before the end Always in the back of my mind If you were here I'd still be alive When will you realize Just another teen suicide Close my eyes, I'm going cold Die young, never growing old I'm losin' my fuckin' hope All these blunts and they're gettin' rolled I'm waitin' by the water I'm floatin' on my back I'm hopin' that you're ok All I need to know is that You're ok when I'm miles away from you All I dream about is seeing the face of you The rain hits the window And it falls like night Lying in my sheets MEASURE Fuck, Again I want to be a man But I love all the sin and the cigarette ash Black lips, Amen I want to be a saint But I love all the darkness, lights just burn my skin Let me in. Let me in I can make em' understand, I can be your favorite Lover. Under all the blood and cement I know can be the sun, I can see the lights Flickering above your sanctuary Guide children of the night into the vultures den Fluorescent white light beams through window frames to lie to mankind Deaf, dumb and blind, all fall in line, in time to worship the sun But it's cold outside Won't you come in? What is the measure of a man who Used to believe in something, used to believe I'd change everything but I can't remember why Now I can't find the time to light this fire behind my eyes Oh, what's to show A million-and-one love-lost souls? You wanted control But we both know: We'll thrive where you can't see the lights Drug obsessed. 6 o'clock, stimulants I need my medication. Pump it in my veins doctor Am I an actor? My stage falling apart But I can't see the sun. I can feel my heart Oh, what's to show A million-and-one love-lost souls? You wanted control But we both know: We'll thrive where you can't see the lights Never been alive a day in my life Tried to find god but we're running out of time Never really thought that I could trust you Come to find out that's all that I can do I want to die Spill my life-force, watch it drain out of my veins I'm to blame Pain derived from my self-righteous poetry I want to die Spill my life-force, watch it drain out of my veins I'm to blame Pain derived from my self-righteous poetry What is the measure of a man who Used to believe in something, used to believe I'd change everything but I can't remember why Now I can't find the time to light this fire behind my eyes I'LL NEVER DISAPPEAR I don't wanna hear your voice Fuck you and your boys Bitch you can never make noise I'm always down to die Put my blade on it Drive my body to the plot With my grave on it Granite headstone, bitch with my name on it Birthday dash, no date bitch Now what's that say on it? I don't wanna stay I can never leave I'll never disappear I always remain I don't wanna live I don't wanna stay I can never leave I'll never disappear I always remain Flesh If I see you in the flesh I hope you know Your friends aren't around gotta hold your own Lay you down turn you to stone Lying in the gutter this is your new home If you knew me you would hate me when you meet me you gon' say I thought that he'd be cool Riding in the pick up dopein', when they get close don't hold me I'm smoking, no scope but you know I'm loaded Ooooh, see that boy get close, uhh, see that boy get roasted Should of never tried to play me, just a young scumbag from the dirt roads No nothing can change me Reasons Now that I’m done, I know that you hear it I know that you’ve seen me Oh, oh, oh, oh Now that I’m gone, I know that you care I see how you’re caring now Oh, oh, oh, oh Searching for wrong So you can point your stubborn finger at me again At me again What has become See all that I did want, was for you to end up so perfect All I see is just another one Wondering why they don’t see me Better off if I don't tell you baby If you would even believe it For all that you keep that we're selling baby You know that I, oh no, you don’t I can see it in your eyes, that person that you’re wearing A faulty disguise You’re the reason that I hate so The reason that I hate so I see the blade in your hand I see the blade in your hand What you waiting for? I see the blade in your hand I see the blade in your hand What you waiting for? Thanks for reading
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